I have always had a lot of fears. And since a young age I have been adamant about overcoming them. Not tiptoeing around them. Collecting them. Every time I collect one — every time I do the thing and survive it — something happens that still astounds me. How easy the second time is. How there is almost literally no stopping me. I always thought this was a mindset. It is not a mindset. It is fear extinction — and the female brain is specifically, hormonally primed for it at particular points in the cycle. Here is the science behind the thing that has helped me most.

There is a belief I held for most of my twenties that I no longer hold: that my brain had a ceiling. That the capacity I had was the capacity I got. I know now that this is not how the brain works. Neuroplasticity does not pause for difficult years. And in the female brain, it runs on a hormonal architecture that science is only beginning to take seriously.